After talking to Mari I realized I hadn't updated in a while...
Nothing much has changed.
I am little better but I am taking very slow steps to get to feeling ok, not happy just yet, but striving for OK.
I have no people to hang out with anymore.
My best friend and I talk on the phone but we hardly meet... College starts and I'll find other people to kill time with, and even if I don't, I'll be alright...
that's it mostly.
college begins in two days.
I'll get to see the guy I went on that awful vacation with 2 times a week.
whatever.
i'm on a diet, trying to solve my psychological problems to prevent eating out of self-destructive feelings. I'm doing good till now [ except for yesterday's bad mood which lead to a lil overeating ] - it's been just a week but I'm doing ok. I have to start doing things for myself and I've always longed to have a nice slim body...
...
haven't been here for a long time, i wish u all the best
and hope you're happpier now. Have good start at college & friendship. 
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