Out of all the time's I've claimed to be depressed, let's be serious, I am a future psychologist and know how to read the signs and although I have yet to fill the time requirement for a diagnosis, my symptoms are real this time, or at least one can tick more boxes of symptoms.
Let's see: not going out, refusing to see the daylight and staying in a dark room when having repeatedly admitted that the sun gives her energy and happiness, not bathing [disgusting but it's only coz I don't expose myself to the public but even in this case on my normal state I shower daily and bathe every 2 days], not doing anything except sitting a lil on the computer and then the rest of the day mopping in bed, overeating as a means of self-destruction, has no feelings whatsoever
>>> in just a couple of words: walking corpse.
Sad? No. Just rock bottom. Although I have said this a few times...
and I do wonder... could I be wrong again? Could I sink lower than this?
Good question... but then again, it's not like I give a fuck.
I think my best friend is really pissed at me at the moment coz I sent an emotionless message.
Thinking about it might be a sign of caring but I truly can't tell ...
Oh, Emotions! They're here, they're there, they're everywhere, and then POUF! Gone in the wind!
Of course that is what happens with MY emotions. I don't know if it happens to you. And right about NOW, ... I DO NOT CARE!
Ok, so on this lovely note, after watching a hillarious series and realizing I'm practically fake laughing although I am alone with myself... I think I'll just go. Not that anyone gives a damn.
Oh crap, she feels lonely - how pathetic!
0 Blurt(s).
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