Everyone is such a fucking ass.
Fuck you, fuck you, and umm, fuck you!
God damn it. If I could only swear in people’s faces I’d be so much closer to the person I want to be. Still, lately I’m a small step closer to that.
I have quite a few people I wanna go off at.
Instead of swearing at them though I’m kicking them out of my life, just like that.
I have blocked one, two, three, FOUR people on my list the past two days and deleted three of them. I am planning to never speak to another three people, not more than the typical “hi”’, since we’ll be seeing each other on campus.
And all this because I am an idiot who can be manipulated by anyone and everyone.
It’s not their fault. It’s mine. And not only do they manipulate you, they think they are smart for doing so and get sarcastic with you as well!!! I do people favors because I can’t say “no” and because most times I feel like helping out. I do not expect anything back, I do it out of the little goodness I have in my heart. But when they get smart with me and think they are something because they believe they are using me and I haven’t figured it out, then I get furious. At least be grateful for putting me through trouble to do you a favor you NEVER intend to return, and cut the irony. People lack manners.
And that’s all I had to say tonight.
Life is still pointless but after causing myself BAAAD stomachache and driving myself very sick for a whole day and a half, I thought I’d get out of the pointless black hole, since it’s pointless to be depressed...
People suck.
But I can’t change and treat them like crap, although that is exactly what they deserve.
Fuck you!
P.S. Since you're not blocked you know you're not included in all this bitching Mari. Answered your comment on my previous entry. Thanks for reading...
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