He's not backing out.
He and I are going together on vacation from the 7th till the 10th of August.
This means I have 5 days to stop freaking out over this.
Today I got the tickets and the hotel room reserved.
Oh God!
For the past few hours I live in denial land so I'll cope.
Other than that, the whole day has been "I'm seeing white spots and I'm dizzy!"
with the reply - "oh, don't worry, you're just on the verge of FAINTING! Breeth!".
Meow.
I am nervous.
And at the same time I am going on a vacation with a guy I really like, feel safe and comfy around so I should be ok, which I partly am -the only thing keeping me together now...
Oh God! I need a hug so I can feel better...
good night to me then, if I can put all this excitement to sleep.
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